Dream diary

I was a witch and I kept going back to this high school and being burnt at a stake yet I went there over and over again and I simply didn't get it. But I also was not judged and I was confused. But it caused confusion because there was like this pope or something. I also had this thing where I was with my mom and she was being all this food and trying to be nice but it ended up suffocating things I know about myself and I couldn't connect with myself and I ended up getting this kid's cancer that symbolizes spiritual death. And there was a lot of cheese. I woke up anxious.  I feel its directly linked to my fear of being judged and also the way my mom belittles me and tries to control me or "buy me ("back") and brainwash me. 

In short I was just with my mom she was mad at me for I'm getting late for work and for not doing properly what up whatever it was whatever it was that I was doing and she was chasing me while I was traumatized and whatever. and then there was this part in which I was in this Customs place with these Jokers that were trying to like hijack me and then later on there was this room where there was this I'm glad that I used to have a crush on in high school and then on this the person are it's like spare it almost that I like I think what it represented was like to an extent was on Westlake devil like perfect on the spirit not like when it's referred to like as and I was like I was like rejecting them but then I feel like that what was the if I did not reject it reject it like I'm buying in terms of what it represents the devil whatever it was in a dream I feel like if I faced it that would help me a lot whatever it does represent I don't know if it's like the u...